Moment for Life.....

Sittn here listenin to one o my FAVE tracks by Nicki Minaj 'Moment For Life'... its soooooo ME right now! It describes how im feeln about my life as of now, im feeln like EVERYTHING is coming together in such a way that im soooo excited about 2011! I jus feel like im finna have a breakout year in all aspects..professional, personal and educationally! Not only will i be graduating next year... but i just got one of my DREAM JOBS lat week.. my orientation is today and im feeln super deee DUPER blessed. I already have a job that pays $10/hour, but this new job ALSO pays$10/hour but more than that its my passion! It combines to of the things that i have alotta love and passion for.. teaching and African American history...  I have so much love/favor/blessings covering me that i cant help but praise God for guiding me :) Soooo.. how are YOU guys?? If you arent havn your 'moment for life' just stay faithful to God and KEEP PRAYING and stay surrounded by positivity! Your moment is COMING!! Like Nicki says in the song.. 'Greatness is what we on the Brink of!"  ----Zee

Peace and Prosperity...

Hey yall! Sittn here thinking about peace and prosperity because of my week. I got some kinda ummm... i guess suprising news about someone that a year ..or even 6 months ago would have probably broken my heart, but today, it actually just seems like im feelin like 'yeeea.. okay...movin on...' lol. I guess im kinda numb to the situation now because i have SO much going on.. but if and when it hits me, i will deal with it then.. til then... Im gonna remain in prayer and positive spirits :).. now on to the prosperity part... Ive applied at a job that is absolutly PERFECT for me and i am soooo excited about getting the opportuinity to work there, especially because it directly coincides with my Major :) I not only hope to get this job for its possible career advancement... but because it will be a huge benefit to me... it pays $10/hour! Which im used to because i already make $10 at my current job.. but just imagine me having BOTH of them at the same time!! Im gonna be #WINNING ! lol... i have so many persoanl/financial/professional goals for 2011 and im just feeling soooo excited and blessed right now. Im working hard and praying harder yall!... and i know/feel like God is definitely smilling upon me and my life ----Zee

Hard Knock Life....

sittn here listenin to my favorite rapper talkn bout 'The Hard Knock Life'... and maaaan can i RELATE! I have been in some siuations that have made me see such ugliness of the world.. but ive always had this type of hope fro the world that i live in so i know that there is STILL beauty in ugliness.. there are always lessons to be learned and triumphs to experience. Although I am an extremely private person, and i dont really like talking about myself in depth.. now this usually leads ppl to believe im just 'surface type chick' but trust me im not! I just prefer to remain a constant mystery to those around me, i let ppl know things about me at the appropriate time.. im not a' heart on my sleeve' type person (unless im in SERIOUS a relationship) There is only one person that i just really get in depth with and I LOVE HER TO DEATH! She's my bestfriend Toya... we talk abt everything from men to politics to our struggles... we've seen each other through alot and im thankful to have atleast one person in my world that i can trust with my secrets and issues,. every girl shud have a person like that... sooo THANK YOU LADY! ...okay, in other news, ive updated all the pages again! Enjoy QB's!

Hey hey HEY!

Hey guys! Ive updated most of the pages on here for YOUR viewing pleasure! Been kinda busy this week... life can really hit ya huh? so... how are yall? i hope everything is kosher (<---love that word lmbo!).. anyway, i just want to leave this with you to think on.... 'The past is meant to PREPARE you ....not IMPAIR you! The prize for this lesson? Is unwrapping your future blessing' :) ---Zee

Personal Safety!

hey QB's and AM's! Just wanted to say a quick piece about personal safety... dont go zzzZZzzz on me yet tho LISTEN UP!! After thi weekend of watching tv episodes and movies where a woman is attacked, i just wanted to give a few tips on protecting yourself from being targeted and victimized. This is close to my heart because i have been attacked once before, in 2009 me and a female friend were robbed at gunpoint. I have to say hands down it was THE most humbling experiences of my life... ou feel so stuck and helpless, its almost like you know what to do ...but your body will not comply out of sheer fear for your life. If that taught me anything it was to BE ALERT/AWARE of my surroundings at all times! sooo... here are a few tips to hopefully deter you from experiencing an attack:

1)NEVER WALK ALONE!! Always use the buddy system.. whoever u CAME with, needs to be the person u LEAVE with (even if ur not ready to go!!)

2)NEVER leave a drink unattended in a club/house party/whatever... and come back and drink it!! Ppl are crazy these days... they'll put sumthn in it 'as a joke' and could hurt you

3)Ladies... NEVER allow a man you've known less than a month or so into your apartment..(especially if you live alone!) think abt it you dont really know him that well! Public places til i know ya better bruh!

4)Alpha Males STOP thnkn you too tough to be a victim of crime as well! NEVER let a group o dudes u dont know to well into yo apartment/house as well! Dudes these days are shady as hell.. next thing ya know.. somebody pull a 'kick door in' in yo house.. ALLL yo shit gone!

5) ALWAYS have your keys out BEFORE you leave wherever you're coming from! Fumbling at the bottom of yo purse while in a parking lot makes you vulnerable to alotta things ladies!

and as always.... this is just my personal little thing i do... SAY A LITTLE PRAYER BEFORE YOU GO OUT ON THE TOWN!! Pray for protection, alertness, and a last but not least... a good time! lol :)

I hope this helps yall! -----Zee

For Colored Girls....

OMGEEEEEE Queen Bees! (and maybe Alpha Males) This movie is so freakn INTENSE (granted it does start off a little slow)... it strikes on your emotions and does NOT let go i promise you! The movie deals with issues such as rape.. domestic abuse.. murder.. abortion, CHEATING MEN (<--- cant STAND that childish shit!) as well as other topics we as women go thru (sry Alpha Males... if u go see this with a chick, be prepared to be questioned IMMEDIATELY afterwards! LOL) Go see this QB's!! (altho it shud be strictly a 'girla nite out' kinda thing :)

Background Image...

You may be wondering what my background image is.. and no its not just another 'pretty tattoo', its actually something that i hold close to my heart! It represents an old African (Ghanaian )proverb that states "It is not wrong to go back for that which you have forgotten." <---this is really special to me for several reasons (but Ill get into that in-depth later! :) Hope u guys like it not only for its beauty, but also its meaning, maybe you can apply it to your life as well. -Zee

......Your Access Has Been GRANTED !!

Heeeeey people...! ... well wait, seein as i just started this blog i dnt really have an audience yet do I?? hmmmm lol. well ANYWAY.. im sure that'll change soon enuf huh?? *beibers* yep, im just THAT interesting :) I guess i should tell you guys a lil about myself, yall can call me Zee, im a 20 something year old lady just experiencing SO much here in my big-little city here in the South *hint* the Mid South *wink* ...i'll never tell you guys where i reside (its alotta crazies out there! lol) but thru my posts im sure you'll figure it out.. heeey im like Carmen SanDiego! (remember that show?? Where In The World is Carmen SanDiego?) LOL! Ummm i call this blog '.....Access Granted' because ive been told on several occasions that im a very private boderline mysterious person (I just blame it on my Aquarian nature).. its not that i try to be, i feel like i open up alot, hell im always talking! lol But, i wanna be a bit more vulnerable/honest on here... so putcha seatbelts ON! I have aloooot to say/talk about/ and a few ppl to put on BLAST! I hope you guys like it! ....STAY TUNED my little Queen Bee's and Alpha Males!